Me and love to be myself

Ketahuilah wahai saudaraku, sungguh anda akan menemui masa-masa yang sulit, masa-masa yang melelahkan, dan berbagai ujian, padahal anda tengah berjalan diatas jalan kebenaran dan disibukkan dengan pelbagai aktivitas dakwah. Apabila anda teguh diatas kebenaran dan sabar menghadapi pelbagai ujian. Nescaya kepedihan akan sirna,kelelahan akan hilang, dan yang akan tersisa bagi anda adalah ganjaran dan pahala. [Penawar lelah pengemban dakwah] *Dr Abdullah Azzam*

Monday, March 17, 2008

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'Pak cik' penganjur mungkin terperanjat kenapa kami kepinggin sangat bertolak seawal jam 4 pagi.. Semuanya kerana ini..Inilah yang paling berharga buat kami..
[Terima Kasih tuhan..untuk kemanisan ini]

Merasai manisnya bersamaNya tanpa sebarang halangan fizikal, walaupun hanya di 'kediaman' kereta di serdang, walau hanya beralaskan tikar.. Diriku merindui saat indah bersama Dia di dinihari dengan hanya beralaskan kanvas dan berbumbungkan langit, merindui tidur yang hanya beralaskan kanvas,berselimutkan langit, kesejukannya mendamaikan tak sama dengan kesejukkan menyengit kipas dan aircon, yang telah 5 tahun ku tinggalkan..rindu dengan sangat. Mohon diketemukan lagi tuhan..Rasa macam nak serang jadi fasi mukhayyam sekolah..

[Andai kita punya ukhuwwah seERAT ini]

[Andai kita punya ukhuwwah seKENTAL ini]

Andai kita punya ukhuwwah seerat itu, sekental itu..pasti cukup 1000 katibah untuk kembalikan khilafah..Salahkah in-team itu kita tunaikan dalam pertemuan 'keluarga' mingguan kita? ADAKAH IANYA SEBEGITU SUKAR??Teman-teman itulah yang akan 'menyapu' air mata kita yang mengalir, teman-teman itulah yang akan memahami kegundahan hati dan jiwa kita.

[Suku dari pemburu-pemburu syahid yang hadir]
Rindu pada pemburu syahid yang 'seorang itu', pasti bergegar muzakarah dan musyawarah kami seandainya dia bersamaku di saat itu..Semoga Allah mempermudahkan urusannya bersama keluarganya..

[Ukhuwwah luar biasa yang tak bisa dibayar dengan ringgit RM]
Satu yang Pak Lang tidak berjaya lakukan kepada kami, "ceritakan rahsia yang paling rahsia antara kamu" ..Huhu..Tiada rahsia yang bisa dirahsiakan andai kita sebantal, sedulang, sebumbung, sekasut bahkan SEJASAD..Aku pasti akan merindui kalian, sungguh !!


[Ada orang curi-curi ambil gambar kami]


Soalnya hati, semuanya tentang hati kerana hati adalah segalanya.YakinLah penjaga hati itu ada Allah..PeliharaLah Allah, Allah pasti memelihara mu..

Cikgu tua pasti gembira pabila cikgu-cikgu muda telah bertukar menjadi harimau, sudah mula pandai menGAUM walau hanya disubuh hari..Tapi, ilmu cikgu tua memerlukan lebih dari 10 orang cikgu muda..Manakah lagi cikgu-cikgu muda??? Sedang belajar mengaumkah? atau sudah hilang kegentaran dalam gaumannya?
Terkenang kalimah dari KAKAK TABAH yang jauh..
Nasib baik kawen tu sunnah, kalau tak pasti saja ramai dikalangan kita yang tak nak kawen..Mana tak, menambah amanah disaat amanah yang sedia ada tidak tergalas..nasib baik ia sunnah
taktala kalimah kami berpadu..fuuh bisa saja orang yang mendengarnya menolak untuk kawen..tapi kesimpulannya kami tutup dengan

Alhamdulillah kita punya Allah dan Rasul, kita punya sunnah,
bertuah sahaja kita ini hambaNya yang taat pada fitrah yang ditentukan..
Ini yang terlintas difikiranku taktala pak Lang berbicara tentang 'Nur Kasih'.. Lelaki yang baik adalah lelaki yang berlaku baik pada wanitanya..apakah kami bukan akhawat kalian duhai ikhwah??kelambatan kalian akan membantutkan perkembangan kami..kalau kami juga terbantut, bilakah saatnya ISLAM akan gemilang??? Jangan sampai kami menuntut dari kalian hak-hak 'masa depan' kami, hak-hak 'masa depan anak-anak' kami[kalau satu 'keluarga' 7 orang, kalau setiap dari kami ada paling kurang 3, pasti ramai kan? ] dari kalian di Yaum al-Mahsyar.. Selamat berusaha sehabis daya..Kalian memang berfitrahkan sebagai 'Pemburu'..Duhai akhawat, kita akan tetap menjadi 'Penjaga Sarang' selamanya, kita juga punya sumbangan KECIL[kecik je tau] pada perkembangan mereka.
Diriku..masih lagi fobia dengan mikrofon, menggeletar sahaja microfon itu saat kugunakannya, gara-gara 'nightmare' dan 'princess story' di PKN..huhu..Bicaraku tak seteratur dulu, mungkin sekali kurang latihan atau itu bukan lagi bidangku..

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